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2011.10.23 02:28 ArcWinter All Hail Nicolas Cage!

This is a subreddit dedicated to Nicolas Cage, the deity. Here, we worship and collect all content relating to the Cage, through which we hope to discern His Holy Word. We welcome all, as the Lord would, but still fight against the temptation of John Travolta. Come, come, and hear the Truth!

2018.03.27 16:50 jetsfan208 Danks Mîms of the Silmarillion

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2023.06.09 10:36 miamiphotoblog Main Pointers for Choosing Wedding Photographer

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With the passage of time, new approaches to event photography in miami have emerged. The wedding day is a time of many different feelings for the bride and groom. Many different expressions of happiness, excitement, fear, and sadness. When captured perfectly, a person's genuine feelings in that instant can be preserved forever. The ultimate wedding photo will include genuine, unguarded moments like those captured by the photographer.
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Here is a rundown on the big three: your own unique character, the photographic approach you want, and your budget. The first two are concerned with the person's inherent characteristics, while the third is dynamic and dependent on a few critical factors.
The distinctive qualities of a Destination Wedding Photographer are arguably the most crucial factor to consider when making a final hiring selection for a wedding photographer. Before meeting with a photographer in person, it is a good idea to look at his or her website. An individual's intuitions, after perusing the websites and samples, will lead them to the photographers that all have a unique approach. It is crucial to feel comfortable with the photographer you pick, whose skills and vision you have entrusted with documenting your big day.
The photographer's approach to their job is the second most crucial factor. This refers to his interpretation and depiction of the wedding itself. This is the distinguishing factor that sets an individual apart from the rest of the pack. Therefore, it is recommended to carefully examine the photographers' portfolios to see how they interpret and depict various feelings.
The final and most important consideration is the photographer's rate or price. When looking for a wedding photographer, it is important to consider whether the photographer's rates are within the wedding budget. Choosing a wedding photographer is an important step that pays off only if the services provided are worth the cost. So, to get the best results and value, it is important to hire a professional wedding photographer.
In sum, there is no foolproof method to selecting a professional photographer. The results of an artistic endeavor are entirely up to the artist, who can choose them in advance. Make sure to hire someone with a lot of experience and talent for taking stunning pictures.
Interns are commonplace among the ranks of the industry's top wedding photographers. These talented photographers have been instructed by industry leaders and provided with the tools they need to succeed. They might not have a substantial portfolio just yet, but they often deliver excellent returns despite this. If you would like to hire a photographer but are on a tight budget, you could ask for and receive a large discount if you agree to let the interns work alone on your wedding.
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2023.06.09 10:35 lambadrikahar GodKabir_Comes_In_All_4Yugas

चारों युगों में अपनी प्यारी आत्माओं को पार करने आते हैं परमेश्वर कबीर जी परमात्मा कबीर जी सतयुग में सत सुकृत नाम से प्रकट हुए थे। उस समय अपनी एक प्यारी आत्मा सहते जी को अपना शिष्य बनाया और अमृत ज्ञान समझाकर सतलोक का वासी बनाया।
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2023.06.09 10:34 Tystimyr What is this bug?

What is this bug?
So far, I found it only on my parsley on the balcony, but I fear it could spread. Are they thrips or something else? And any tips for getting rid of it?
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2023.06.09 10:33 Ryselle Kin x Tayuya in everyday Otogakure (Shippuden)

A rather small request of my favorite pairing, something I wanted to write myself a long time, but health and medication drain to much of my concentration in the moment.
The idea was/is a rather simple one, here are the premisses
  1. Time is shippuden, before Sasuke drains Orochimaru
  2. Sound Three and Sound Four survived. The mission outcomes don't change, they either survived their respective battles injured, or avoided them, so both teams are still at Orochimarus service
  3. Despite being in constant fear of being expandable (i.e. used in some weird experiments or as sparring partners for Sasuke), their is a loyality out of fear to the Sound Village and Lord Orochimaru in both
Content would be the two developing a friendship, even more later on, but needing to keep the deeper relation secret because of the boundries of Otogakure and their respective situations.
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2023.06.09 10:32 JPslayz Hellslayer

The hellslayer is exactly what he sounds like, the one who slays hell
"You will not surpass me for I am the one who slays hell."
"You and I, are not the same."
Heavily inspired by doom slayer
Feats: killed the 5 multiversal dark lords and 3 outerversal dark lords
Power scaling?: maybe hyperversal/boundless
Current mission: killing the hyperversal dark lord
He was a soilder serving in the marines before he became the dark lord
Full name: John Williams
Wife: Emma williams (died by a horde of demons)
Children: two (but they died by the same demons that attacked their mother)
The losses is what John became what he is today
"I could've saved them... but it was too late."
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2023.06.09 10:30 YogurtclosetInner961 Struggling with bisexuality preferences

Sorry this is a long one. I’m 26F, in a relationship with a man. I’ve struggled with my sexuality since I was about 14. I’ve felt sexual attraction to men and women since I was young. As I’ve gotten older I’ve gotten quite obsessive about my sexuality and I’ve been diagnosed with OCD over the past 2 years. I’ve only ever been with men, I’ve always had good experiences and enjoyed it very much. I know a lot about comphet and I’ve spent lots of time figuring out my desires and if my attraction/desire from men comes from being desired and I fully believe that it doesn’t. When I’m sexuality attracted to a man I feel turned on by them, by the thought of sex with them, touching them, especially their penis. I like giving and receiving oral sex with men and I always cum with men because I’m aroused by that particular man going down on me.
I’ve never been with women, I never felt I really needed to until I ended things with a guy I was seeing a few years ago and decided I’d spent a lot of time focusing on men and I’d like to explore my attraction to women. I started feeling a bit odd after sex with the guy I was seeing and decided he wasn’t for me. I found in this time my attraction to men decreased, although I was also purposely not focusing on them. My attraction for women increased and was definitely more intense then anything I’d felt before. I noticed their bodies more than I had before and felt a pull to them that I didnt previously. I wasn’t going to label myself in this time cause I was just letting myself be. There were feelings I felt in this time for women that I would say I hadn’t felt for men, but it wasn’t like a woah okay I’m gay, just more a okay this feels more intense.
In this time I started to develop feelings for a close male friend, this caused a lot of confusion cause I wasn’t finding myself attraction to other men, but I found myself thinking about sex with him regularly. I felt a pull to be close to him and when we finally got together and kissed it was like “woah” the world stopped, fireworks, the whole deal. Being around him made me feel calm, it was like a chemical reaction. We’re now dating and we have a beautiful relationship, I really see a future with him.
The few things that have caused some doubt in my mind about if I’m actually a lesbian and just kidding myself about being bi. I’m generally more turned on by women, I’m more attracted to their bodies, I feel more of a desire just from looking at them. With men I feel desire and very aroused, but less of a desire from just looking at their bodies (not saying none at all, my boyfriends body turns me on regularly, it’s just less of an immediate pull) i would say my body reacts more to women? I have some fear around the future and the unknown of my sexual identity because I haven’t explored with women, this makes the idea of marriage a bit daunting. (Not dread or doom, just a bit scary) But also the idea of being with my boyfriend forever feels beautiful when I’m not spiralling.
Having OCD I’ve spent hours researching and reading the late bloomers sub scared that they too had attraction for men once and once they accepted their attraction for women or started dating women they realised they were just gay. Can anyone help shed some light on this for me? I feel so much guilt about getting into spirals when I’ve got the most beautiful partner who I love.
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2023.06.09 10:28 littlelemon2056 Family makes me suicidal

Dad is a longtime alcoholic and it’s getting to him now. Mum is a narcissist who blames everything on me and never takes responsibility for the way things have turned out between us.
Love my grandparents but grandma keeps making me feel guilty for cutting my parents off. I know I was happy when I had no contact with them but there’s that lingering fear that one day they will die and I’m gonna be overcome with guilt for cutting them off which got worse over the last couple of days due to an unexpected death in the family. I’m back in touch with them again and I’m just so low right now.
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2023.06.09 10:27 Luc1dEn1gma Introverted intuitive type

I am now definitely sure that I am an introverted intuition dominant person... I turn back to self-doubt every time I think about certain experiences, but I know I am. It just makes the only sense and anytime I read Jungs description of the neurotic introverted intuitive type with his extreme lack of extraverted sensing, his deeply sensitive nervous system, his lack of adaption to the "real world", his deeply artistic nature, his dependency on sensational experiences (p*rn/sex, food, etc), the imagery that arises anytime I try to turn back to my body, my deeply introspective nature and all that shit. I wasn't able accept it because it's scary to see yourself described so well in a book, and because according to the MBTI community introverted intuitives are apparently so "rare". No idea if that is true, but what I know to be true is that I feel deeply seen by the description and no matter how much self doubt I have about it, it won't change that fact and I inadvertently turn back to it and feel the truth rushing through my soul. That means, though, that I am a potential "prophet", "seer", or at least an "artist". (or the lost dude I was up until now) And while that all is fancy and all, what does it even mean in a society which doesn't take artistic, spiritual people seriously lol. Of what use am I really? They'll put me in the box of a useless "phantast" who consumed too much fantasy novels or something. How do I stop internalizing those prejudices and live according to my intuition? Anyhow that is, I need to be careful and protect my soul. I need to take myself seriously. It's scary enough to know. And it's scary to know that there really is no other option than either killing myself or following that path. Or avoiding my path forever. But life needs to be lived, doesn't it? Life is precious. I will commune with Gods, taste their ambrosia, be one with my own truth and perhaps guide others as soon as I'm ready. Other people's opinions must be of secondary nature or I'll forever betray myself. If anyone here understands this without ridiculing me, maybe another one who can relate, explain, or guide me how to guide myself properly, I'll be forever thankful. I have experienced lots of trauma, I'm deeply unhealthy, but I want to heal and turn my visions into reality. Otherwise I fear I'll just stay that little, insecure, dreamy guy which betrays his own intuition and meets people who disrespect or ridicule him. Thank you for reading and understanding and I hope someone further on his path and who can relate can give me some kind or encouraging words 🙏
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2023.06.09 10:26 Competitive_Mood_116 #GodKabir_Comes_In_All_4Yugas परमात्मा कलयुग में अपने वास्तविक नाम (कबीर) से स्वयं चलकर आते हैं।

#GodKabir_Comes_In_All_4Yugas परमात्मा कलयुग में अपने वास्तविक नाम (कबीर) से स्वयं चलकर आते हैं। submitted by Competitive_Mood_116 to u/Competitive_Mood_116 [link] [comments]

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2023.06.09 10:24 intergrouper3 In Lieu of a Cure :A "FORMUM" Article

In Lieu of a Cure
I sometimes think of Al‑Anon meetings as an emergency room or infirmary where I can get treatment for my anxiety, anger, fear and uncertainty. I come when I need a dose of Al‑Anon medicine. I come because I need to hear someone share their problem, which may resemble mine. It helps to know that I’m not the only one who has it. I want to hear and feel members’ experience, strength and hope if they are up for it. And if not, it’s okay to hear about their hurting, too, because we can bond through our pain, as well as our joy.

I know I will feel better after the meeting—no matter what I hear or say. I think of it as a treatment to help me deal with the effects of the family disease of alcoholism. It is good medicine that helps me get better. As I listen to people share and get healthier, I get healthier. I try not to forget that this is not a short-term healing process. Even though I will make more trips to the emergency room, I don’t need to call for an appointment—I can just walk in to attend an Al-Anon meeting.
By Robert H., Virginia November, 2018
Reprinted with permission of The Forum
Al-Anon Family Groups Incorporated, Virginia Beach, VA
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2023.06.09 10:24 EternalSky3 I feel Isolated and lost

(M17 from the M.E) It's been 2 years after leaving Islam and It's genuinely a life-changing experience for me. It made me realize just how bad and screwed up this cult really is, and I actually became a more authentic and caring person for literally everyone (LGBT, people with different Ideologies, etc.) But it also left me lost and Isolated. Islam played a huge role in my life in a sense that it provided me with an answer to what may lie ahead after we die. It also made me Isolated in some way (Why bother making authentic and lasting relationships with others to make you happy in life, when you can just pray and read the Qur'an, and such.) Of course I never really followed this for a very long time. But I still had a problem. Pretty much all of my family members and 90% of the friends are Muslim. Almost all of our conversations HAD to involve Islam in some way or another. So after leaving Islam (Which isn't an instant for me, it really took a while to comprehend and internalize that this religion isn't so righteous and true it claims to be.) I felt like I never really had genuine friends with me (except for 1 and 2) that really don't make Islam their main personality, but even those are starting to become more Islamic, and trying to distance themselves from me (I never really told them I wasn't a muslim anymore, but my actions definitely show that). Whenever I had social issues or felt times were I felt intensely lonely, all I really had was these friends who became Islamic and my family members. And pretty much all they can say is to socialize with the people here. The problem is that I can't relate with anyone of them. Like I'm not a muslim anymore, and stop trying to convince me that all I need in life is this so called God of yours to sooth of heal this feeling.
I have 1 more year left until I turn 18 and hopefully get into a college abroad, but until then I have this feeling of intense Loneliness and Emptiness. Never have I felt so uncertain of dying anymore, it's as if I'm afraid of dying at any moment, and that I could either be tortured for eternity or something uncertain. Despite leaving Islam already, it's emphasis on the punishment for disbelievers is honestly making me subconsciously anxious. Sure I may have left this religion and its bullshit, but that chance of it being true and thus eternally sent to hell is scaring me. I don't know who talk my problems with anymore without them mentioning Islam and praYing m0re. I don't know if I should consider a therapist. It's summer break now, and I don't know what the hell I should do. I want to meet new people so badly, but cannot. I want to heal from this fear of death, specifically in relations to getting rid of this tormenting fear of hell. All I honestly can do is to become a good person and help others. I don't know if God exists or not, but if I were to die, then at least I lived my life knowing I was a good person, and that's about it.
I'll be traveling to Turkey soon, but I don't know what do there to help out this shitty feeling. I just feel so empty and I wish I could meet people that I can talk with honestly. Should I study more and increase my chances of getting into a good college and live independently? Should I search for a community online? Should I consider a therapist? I don't know if I should have figured everything out at this age.
I missed the times were I had such a close and personal community back then, and now it's all gone because I left this religion. I'm not planning to go back, but I just wish I had an equivalent community of good people.

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2023.06.09 10:23 needsocialskills7 I apologise for my words and this sub has affected my mental health

With the recent sensation that the comedian Jocelyn has brought I’ve posted some comments and been criticized for it.
From my other reddit account I have alluded that Malaysians are more cultured than Singaporeans and received backlash from u/Neutral like Sweden.
I apologise for my words and I may have typed out of anger because I still hold that resentment from when I was studying in Australia, I have been looked down by one Malay Singaporean girl but ironically, my Singaporean friends who helped me with my assignments were.. all Chinese. My only fault with that girl was probablytrying to befriend her.
I joined Malaysia and Bolehland in the hopes of being updated with news articles, but how wrong I was. This sub affected my mental health. I think I’ll stick to reading newspapers.
Because along the way, I have seen some attack towards Islam.
Religious fanatics, nonsensical protest towards Jocelyn, nonsensical raids of watches promoting LGBT, not letting people have fun.
But PAS is the only Islam bastion I know, and I at least join Ikram and awhile back ISMA.
I listen to songs but I don’t go to concerts, because I feel guilty going to one.
I sing in my room but I don’t go to karoke, I don’t feel comfortable with the idea of being in a dark room.
I had gay friends in Australia but I don’t support LGBT, because my religion teaches me not to.
Maybe my other fellow Malaysians don’t know of the prophecy that our Prophet Muhammad (peace be upon him) said, the army to help Imam Mahdi and Jesus Christ/ Isa a.s. will be the Muslims from the East. Itulah anak dan cucu aku. My children and grandchildren will be among them, hopefully as generals, not cannon fodder.
I read a news article trying to placate Malays about having this fear. Admittedly in the administrative capacity, majority are held by Malays, but if we were to say the top 10 richest people in Malaysia… you know who they are.
At the end of times, when the battle is near, and the army from Esfahan arises, if I’m still alive, hopefully, just like my Chinese friends who I’m grateful for so much for helping me with my assignments in Uni, I hope I know who’s going to help me.
So, with this, I’m gonna leave this subreddit and pursue my other hobbies.
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2023.06.09 10:23 mikavim577 This sub made me realize I was not alone.

I still can't believe it took me so long to find this sub, someone posted on ask reddit "what was something that blew your mind" and someone linked this sub... well... i have to confess, my mind was blown aswell.
I'm a 28M and i was always confused about why my parents treated the way they did and i've never even heard about other people that went through the same as me on my childhood/teenage, I was feeling alone... i always tryied to be a "generic good kid", never gave them trouble, never missed school, i had good grades, i never dared to speak back to them... why the hell they still treated me like I was the worst thing that ever happened to them? maybe, somehow i was actually a bad son?
Then, after reading this sub i realized... i was NOT ALONE, there are other people that went through the same sh!t as me, and I can't even describe the "relief" that I felt after realizing that after so many years. (don't get me wrong here, i'm NOT happy because you guys are suffering, i'm just relieved that this safe space exists for us and, for once in my life, i'm not feeling alone anymore).
About my nparents, my dad never cared much about me since he found another family and abandoned me with my nmom when i was 8 and my nmom... well... everything was always about only herself...
Since I was 9, she left me locked in the house every friday and saturday nights so she could go out to the clubs dancing and drinking and would come back about 4am (she was in her 40s).
She was always comparing me to other people, talking about how i was never going to be something she's proud of, comparing me to a pregnant friend(14F) of mine because she had a job and i (13M) was just playing video games at home, even compared me to a IMPRISIONED cousin because "at least he owns a big house and has nice cars".
After a while I realized that i could never show happiness in our house because she would always say something to hurt me and put me in a bad mood, got me to the point of only leaving my room to eat and use the bathroom, even then, i did everything as fast as i could so i won't hear anything from her.
Apart from the constant burping, not flushing the toilet after nº 02, dental floss left in the sink, dirty clothes everywhere...
That, of course, only in our house, when we were around other people and family members, she was a completely someone else, like a character, the kind friend, the loving and caring mother... why she couldn't be like that at home? with me? why i had to grow up living in constant fear inside my own house? why i was not allowed to be happy? what have i've done wrong?
I had a girlfriend and we got married at 22, my mother in law offered to let us live together in a small house she at the back of her house, it was only 2 rooms and a bathroom, but hey, anything to leave my current house and mom behind.
Fast forward to today, i'm still married, have my own house and went almost no contact with my nparents for years, but, now that I have a kid of my own and realized how EASY is to love your own kid and just NOT. BE. AN. ASSHOLE. made me even more angry with my nmom that made it look like it was the hardest thing to do.
Of course NOW she wants to be a "loving" grandmom to my kid... but, no thanks, i'm not going to allow her do to my kid, the same she done with me, my kid will experience what "normal" parents are like and i hope that, in the future, if he ever hear my history, he will be as confused as the other people i talked about this, asking me "why would a mother treat his own son like this, it doesn't make sense".
I took the bullet and went through hell, but the cycle will end here.
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2023.06.09 10:23 Herrowgayboi For anyone in a bad relationship, just get out of it. Personally, I wish I could help with what happened last night...

I'm still a little shaken the turn of events that happened last night.
I was at the bar drinking minding my own business unwinding from work and mindlessly scrolling reddit and a girl started chatting with me. We hit it off and she was super cool. However, about 20 minutes later, I noticed some dude pacing back and forth behind us and I will NEVER forget the look on her face... She had flipped script so fast from someone who as warm and with a large smile, to someone who turned pale and you could see the fear in her eyes... It went something like this... We'll call her A, and her boyfriend B.
Me: "Do you know that dude? He's walked behind us a few times already" A: with a fearful look "Yea, he's my boyfriend". B: Jumps in between us and punches her arm and grabs it "We need to talk, come with me" A: It was clear she didn't want him near and it was clear she was in pain from the punch Me: "I don't mean to intervene, but not cool dude. She clearly is uncomfortable and now on the verge of crying. Back off dude". B: "Who the f*ck are you to tell me? You don't control her, she's my bitch. Don't try to f*ck my girl" A: Runs off crying a storm Me: "For 1, you don't own her. She's her own being. 2, I wasn't even trying to go after your girl" B: "I don't mean no disrespect to you, but mind your own f'n business before I beat your butt" Me: "Alright dude, but it's clear she's really uncomfortable and you shouldn't be hitting or controlling her" B: "Whatever f''n mind your own business" runs off to go find her. A: Comes back a few moments later and thanks me and says sorry for the drama. Me: I ask her if she's hurt and if she needs me to call police. She tells me she doesn't want trouble, so don't call the cops. B: Finally sees her talking with me and he pushes her and gets up in my face cussing me out. At that point, the bartender kicked them out, but B dragged A out of the bar very aggressively almost to the point that she lost her balance and would be dragged out.
It's just shocking to see some people continue to stick to a bad relationship, and seeing that hurt from the bottom of my heart. I never want to see someone so fearless again. I honestly am terrified of what happened later that night between the two of them behind closed doors, especially seeing that B could act that aggressively in public. Part of me wishes I had called the police, but I also didn't want to aggravate the situation.
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2023.06.09 10:23 Bungild Is my understanding of 1099NEC filing correct?

I work amazon flex. I didn't pay taxes last year, so I do not have to do quarterly estimates, and plan on paying a lump sum in April. I just want to make sure I generally understand the situation I am in so that I don't get caught off guard.
-I will pay 12% taxes on all my income(minus deductions), because it is less than $44,000 or whatever the next jump to ~22% is.
-I get $12,000 written off, off the bat for single person standard deduction?
-Beyond that, I can write off $0.0665 per mile, which combined with the $12,000 single person deduction write off should eliminate my income tax bill entirely.
-Beyond that, I can write off my used Car purchase($8500, can I use this next year maybe, or do I have to use it same year I bought it?), although I shouldn't even need it, because everything will be written off by mileage and single person standard deduction.
-SS and Medicaid taxes @ rate of 15.3%(which is double because my employer doesn't match me), are only based on profits. Therefore, the amount that is taxable will be equal to my Revenue minus $0.065 per mile traveled? Are there any other write offs for Medicaid/SS taxes? The standard deduction doesn't apply to this right?
STATE of NJ Taxes:
The taxrate for income in NJ is only 1.3% up to $20,000, and I'll be below $20,000. And it is only on profits, so once again the taxable amount will be Revenue- $0.065 per mile(once again, is there any other write-off I should be using beyond the $0.065 per mile?). The standard deduction doesn't apply to this right?
If there is anything I got wrong, or am leaving out, or am misunderstanding, please advise. I won't be filing for like 9 months, but I want to make sure I have a general grasp of what lays ahead, so that I am not surprised, and can live without fear. I'd really rather not do quarterly estimates, as I don't like the idea of giving the IRS free money to get interest on, when I could be using it. I am fine with just saving up more than enough money before April so I can pay in lump sum... I just need to make sure I understand APPROXIMATELY what that will be(then I'll save extra just in case).
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2023.06.09 10:22 fabulous_flowers797 Who do you believe would win a battle between the United Kingdom and Russia if a war was declared between the two countries?

Let's assume this didn't and doesn't escalate into nuclear confrontation and stayed within the realms of conventional warfare because of fear of mutual annihilation.
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